Up & Down

Somehow.. 

I don't know why ..

There is some kind of fear is haunting me lately ...

I scared the history will repeating again..

I don't want the thing that happen in the past will appear again!!

Why I feel that way?

because there is a lot of thing happened lately ..

Everything happen is jus like wat I predict.. 

Is too good to be true :(

Each steps I take..

or..

Each decision I make.. 

Is somehow happening like the before.. 

One of the problems I can think of is..
I am too busybody!! or I care too MUCH of something !!

especially in friendship.. 

Troubles keep appear and hardly fade away..

The secrets I hav that cannot reveals to other are getting more & more..

I really cannot stand the feeling of losing something again.. 

I might really break-down ..

Life of Semester 2

Exam is end ~

Semester 2 also end ~

Everything should have its end.. 

I will just keep everything short in everything that happen in my sem 2 : )

In studies, can only jus maintain from average to good only ~

Really need to push up myself in the coming day ~

I dont like the feeling to think I am WEAK !! 

Hope I can do better in the coming day too ^^

In Friendship, I believe that I getting more and more closer with all my friends ---

Why I think so??

becoz I able / manage to split some of my  'oyster mouth' friends to talk to me already X D

(Oyster mouth = someone who rarely speak/ shy to talk )

Fyi, it is quite challenging to make the 'oyster mouth' ppl to talk .. 

but once ur mission accomplished n they chat with you already ~

I TELL U !!! U WILL HAVE THE FEELING THAT U CANT IMAGINE!! 

Its a feeling of SUCCESS!! : D

Everything we do, it will worth it !! 

Basically, I had a great fun with all my college friends ~

Of coz, had tons of FUN with all my warm, caring, funny, 38, good, pretty/handsome classmates !!!

All of them are super GOOD to me ^^ really glad to have them ~

I LUV U ALL!!!

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Not forget to mention,

My sweet 18th Birthday was really AMAZING THIS YEAR !!

This year, I have 3 sessions, 

Firstly, on day ..

My AisingKu & Siew Wei pick me up for a brunch and say sort of go hang out like that ~

Starting I really thought it will be just 3 of us only ~

Mana tau!! Reach to Papa Rich there .. 

One by one my friends POP-OUT!!

Really give me a suprise : )

Thanks again yea, AisingKu,Siew Wei, Jin Vi & his hubby,Justin and Siow

p/s: Luv the present I receive :)

Then, I had a dinner with my family ~
Something special on that dinner is ....
My Sweet Aunt Amy & my couz Dennis purposely come and join the dinner ~
My Aunt Amy really sayang me since I am a child untill now : )

Really melts my heart..

when she purposely cancel her treatment stuff and come for the dinner and celeb my birthday ~

Okay, here comes the CLIMAX !!!
First time I celeb my birthday outside at night!!
My sweet coursemate hav planned a birthday party for me at FEELING CAFE : D
I receive a cake with a ALVIN n the Chipmunk inmage on it : )
hmm, i dun wan to explain why they get me the chipmunk cake ~
For those who know..
I bet u r laughing already ..
Anyway, I really had a great time that night..
I dance, I shake, I jump, I drinks and many more..
It is almost like clubbing that nite ~
Oh yea, that day I never go home to sleep .. yay!!
Me and few guys go to Huang Chieh hse ~
we barely sleep because we hav some "boys talk" that keep us awake hehe X D

I can say , WaiHsun is HAVING FUN : )