Talkative VS Non-talkative

"Should I maintain my talkative-ness or should i keep my mouth shut starting from now?"

I have been thinking of this question for few days...
okay, for those who know me ..
u might wondering why I suddenly will ask a ques like tat rite?
It just recently, i have been hang out wit my frens .
On that day, i only sleep for few hours + hungry, which make me FREAKING tired to talk on that day..

Okay..
In short, that day i am very tired to talk ..
so i really keep my mouth shut and just listening to my frens talk..
and the prob is, I am sitting in the middle of everyone that time..
and they were keep continue talking non-stop all the time..
It kinda make my head spin a bit ~

During that time, I start to think the times before this..
i always talk non-stop wit my frens..
bcoz i really dun like the awkward-ness of SILENCE happen around me..
So, everytime I will try my best to crap alot ..
Now, I start to feel that is this good or bad??
Perhaps, I am too selfish which I only care about myself only ??
or I just dunno when to stop/start the communication??
Starting from now.. I really kinda doubt about everything I do now..

After that hang-out , i did discuss a bit my prob wit my frens..
He is always the quiet yet funny, acting cool guy..
So his conclusion for me, "just LISTEN" ~ is enough already ..
and I also think that, it is a one of a solution for me too.. rite?

So, should I remains my talkative-ness

or

be the type "just LISTEN " ???

* I only figured this out, when i switch the character on that time I hang out wit my frens ...

* Hope I am not too late to find out ..